For a while I can be such a nice and comely person. People would want to come and meet, talk with me, if they see me then.

And then, due to some thought, after a while, that comes along my mind based on some intense distillation of the surroundings, brings me down to the knees, and then, I fall apart. Stop talking. Dont know what to say. Become D&D. Become repulsive. People would not want to come within some feet of me. Or some miles?

Due to the second state, I think I have been involved in causing other people to come to depression. I can see atleast 4 people that have become depressed because of me.

Dont come near me!!!!