abnormality (Incomplete)

And not doing this, is what is bad.

I am trying to look at things in such a different way that I have forgotten the norm, and I am failing in normal things.

My workplace situation couldnt have been worser. I have completely failed to form relationships in the company, even professional. My social skills, and even basic human skills which are like "talking" -- I have lost and forgotten. I have trouble thinking "normally". When I want to excel, I think that why am I trying to boast my ego here. Why am I trying to form a identity here which is based on ego and survival, which are mundane and meaningless things. Though, yes, ego helps you in survival, this then removes all meaning
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